This love I have for
you – its hard to describe, yet easy to feel. Its difficult to convey save
for the actions of every day life. I dont know how to tell you that I love you
without making you uncomfortable or scaring you away. I suppose saying it isnt
really necessary, since giving the condition a name doesnt change its
qualities…however, I cant help but feel theres something to say about the
inability to say it at all. I understand that receiving love, and loving
someone in return, is terrifying. Youre not the sort to make yourself
vulnerable and neither am I. Love makes you weak in a way, I guess you could
say…but more importantly, it makes you strong. This is just one of the reasons
that I love love, and love loving you
in particular.
I'm sorry for
bringing up something that obviously makes you uncomfortable, but I hope you
can understand the position that I'm in. I'm 18 years old, about to
graduate from SHS, and am completely in love with a man that I'm not sure
loves me in return, or even wants my love at all. Please dont be mistaken –
this is not an ultimatum, and my feelings for you wont go away. I just want
you to think about love. And possibly loving me. Or at least raising the issue
of why you dont love me, or why you are wary of love.
I truly believe that
life is too short to let fly by without telling the important people in your
life how you feel. That, in effect, is why I wrote this letter. I just hope
that one day I have the courage to give it to you.
No comments:
Post a Comment